Gap

Jun 21, 2026

"This was a super fragmented dream but I came to in a dream where I thought I had killed someone by strangling. As I was putting her on a table, it almost seemed like a medical exam table. A man came in that I was very attracted to, and we started to become intimate. As I moved through the dream it was clear I was in a relationship with this man, he was older (I was a student of his and he was a teacher) but not by much. Our position made it feel like there was a bigger age gap than there actually was. I remember doing speech demos, and I was one of the best in the group. We had to walk the class through an experience, a masterclass, and I was voted as one of the best presenters. At one point I came face to face with my fiance, I knew of him but we were not together in the dream. He started asking me questions and I remember feeling so terrible for my actions - for falling for an unavailable man (he was married and had a child) for not being available for the relationship with my fiance to fully unfold. I remember seeing a lot of my high school classmates, we were going on a field trip and I remember feeling like I was in the spot light but deeply unseen in what I was moving through. "